Playing in makeup has always been fun, and to me it was always more of an extension to my love for creating. My love and use of makeup never came from a place of insecurity and it has never been because I felt that my beauty depended on it. I just totally loved it because it somehow gave me a chance to express different parts of myself through color and loads of neutrals as well.
“So for the people in your life who have not known your worth, who have been reckless with your heart or fallen painfully short of your expectation, sincerely wish them well, forgive yourself for holding on to it and preventing yourself from really living, forgive them for their shortcomings (as well as your own) scoop up that huge beautiful life lesson and all the pieces of your heart, and sail on. You have mountains to move, dreams to dream, and a world to change, even if the only world is your own.” - Alexis Jones, I Am That Girl
Go ahead, identify your passion and use that passion to generate an income, that way you will be making money while having a fun time.
"Self Care means giving the world the best of you, instead of what's left of you."-Katie Reed
"You don't have to be great to get started, but you have to get started to be great."-Les Brown. Sometimes all it takes is trust in your ability to start a thing and get it done. This doesn't mean that you will not make mistakes, in fact you will. However these mistakes will only help with your refining and most likely be a character building experience. So expect the mistakes and take it in stride, have the right attitude towards your mistakes, stay focused and don't be too hard on yourself. Just trust that you will reach your goal, trust that you have everything within you to make it. Maybe it won't happen today or tomorrow, maybe it will take longer than others but trust that God has you and your blessing is on its way. So go on and leap!